Everything And Nothing
2 min readDec 2, 2020
I asked him if the ocean was glowing like this the last time we surfed together at night, and he said, “Thankfully, no.”
Probably because I was naked then, and he was grateful for as little illumination as possible.
I’d been at his house for a 4th of July BBQ around the turn of the century. The homemade fireworks had long since expired on the tile deck when he emerged in board shorts and headed down the stairs to the beach, under a full moon dancing over the glass ocean. I didn’t have trunks, but I followed him anyway, and left the jeans already clinging loosely to…